I havent blogged in quite a while considering Im a very lazy person...I mean I've only done three now and how long have I had this stupid thing.

I hoped..that I could help people understand others problems a little more...I mean we all know the type of people who taunt us cause of who we are, or what we do, ect.

But Im to bloody lazy to blog.

-_-

Ah well there you go, recently I noticed that me and my best friend are having the same problems and it all resolves around boys.

I swear I hate being a teenager.

What happened to the good old days where boys had cooties,

and Girls were weird.

I miss when getting dirty meant playing in the mud.

Gosh and just typing that made me think bad thoughts.

I really wish I could be a kid again.

I read things about this kinda stuff how when your a kid you just want to grow up but when you finally do grow up you want to be a kid again

It makes me want to cry cause its just so true

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Broken Hearts

Im sure everyone has experiance one of these, although some not as much as others depending on wether your the Broken Hearted or the heart breaker.
In my experiance I have learned one thing, when your heart gets broken by someone they become a total arse.
This has happened to me a number of times..and to be honest I just cant understand it.
My latest boyfriend broke up with me cause he couldnt handle a long distance relationship, told me he wanted to stay friends and even was polite enough to respect my wish to not talk to him for the time being.
A few days later he has already found a new girl friend, who I feel very sorry for.

Today he added me and my friend along with her friend to a group convo and started having a go at all of us.
If anyone can tell me why some boys act this way I'd be quiet interested to hear your opinion on the matter...

By the way Im sorry if this offends anyone but as stated only some boys behave this way and Im definetly not saying you all do...

Disfunctional Illusions

Some people have masks......They hide behind fake smiles and pretend there all right, they hope know one see's through every wall they put up and live in fear of the day somebody might. Some people have days they feel so awful that they lie all day long, they look them in the eye and they smile, when underneth they are miserable. Sometimes it scares them that nobody does notice. They want someone to know that there not all right but there to afraid to show themselves for what they really are, the fear of being ridiculed, to have people disgusted in them, is to great.

People have numerous reasons for being like this, maybe there depressed or maybe they have something wrong with them that they hide, like anorexia. Maybe they just dont like there lives or have problems with the way the world is they dont understand why we are here, what we are here for, how did this start. Questions they want answered but answers there afraid to know.

And it most definetly doesnt help that people can cause others to feel like this by teasing, tormenting, bullying, whatever.
Or maybe someone was joking around but does anyone ever really realise that maybe to the victim it wasnt a joke. Maybe it hurt them bad.

But to be honest this is no way to live, things happen in our lives and if we can get through it we will become stronger and someday our memories wont hurt us and our days wont seem so bad.
We are better of spending every day happy, with a real smile on our faces.

I was one of the people that realised that....but for some smiles just arent real life.